How have things been how are you doing
Eh you know
Made Matt’s pittie sleep with me last night which he was more than ecstatic to do.. sobbed in the middle of the night
So remind me, you’re at Juan’s cousins?
Tell me about the sobbing
Then woke up this morning and realized I’d forgotten my sertraline for 2 days bc travel and found a cheap vape pen which has helped lol
Honestly it’s the perfect carry over when a dose is missed
We’re in stl currently!! Liz got here today and it’s been so much fun chaos with these kids.
Ugh I love kid chaos
Honestly my siblings kids getting to a conversational age has been a goddamn lifesaver for me
We’re going to Florida M-S with all Juan’s immediate family and staying at his cousins
Gotcha okay I had mixed that up
Long trip. Kind of exhausted. But Alex is having us over tomorrow to make candles and apparently Drew’s in town so that should be fun
Omg allie
I just learned this
Ugh I KNOOOOW
Ugh okay ugh 💔💔💔
Minton? 😭
Yesss ugh so sad
Fucking awful
The best sweet bad boy
Will be so nice to spend time with Alex and Drew
Yeah I think so too. I wonder if Alex’s kids will be there apparently Leo is obsessed with candles lately hence the candle crafting I think he’d love it
Haha wow Leo yes young king
Ugh yeah definitely. Poor baby
Sweet baby boy
Ugh
So are you staying at your parents?
Or at js?
At J’s
Omg dude I found out something pretty heavy last night
My brother has been pretty unsubtly been posting about my dad for awhile and about having basically grown up without him
Which like.. yeah man. I get it.
I actually hold guilt about it for some reason
But apparently he recently told my dad to not bother contacting him on his birthday (which is tomorrow)
Damn
Pretty heavy is right
It’s really been weighing all day
How did your dad respond
Like he apparently also said something like “we don’t need to sing happy birthday” which I can vividly hear him singing over the phone to me in my head
It feels so ouchie
I have no idea, he forwarded that text to my mom but J is the one who told me about it
But at the same time, I told him about Trixie and he said “love you… and her” and I hadn’t heard anything from him since, until yesterday when he came over to J’s
Damn
Ugh
Ugh I mean I’m sure as you know he seems to love you a ton but it’s just too hard
To have a relationship w your dad
How does your dad seem
Right like I try so hard to meet him where he is and have all of this compassion, even saying that I’m like wow.. how much of my life has been me trying to just figure out why he won’t fucking do something about it
Idk, the usual. It was Christmas so we kept it light
Totally
That reminds me