Potent quotables
I want to tell them to go home and be happy somewhere else because I don’t need to see it. I don’t remember what it feels like to be them. I don’t even remember how it feels to be myself before this happened. All I have is this overwhelming sense of dread. That and my anger toward these two little shitheads who won’t get their smiles out of my fucking face.
“Oh my God is he sexy. I can’t describe it, but when I’m with him, it’s like I’m with myself. I’m not worried about anything, I feel like I can say whatever I’m thinking and it won’t freak him out. I’m nervous.” “Why are you nervous? This sounds amazing.” “It is, but this is going so fast.” “Maybe he’s the one. Maybe that’s why it’s going so fast. Because it’s right.”
“No one deserves a friend as wonderful as you,” I say. “Except maybe you.”
It’s empowering to be the one holding someone else up. It makes you feel strong, maybe even stronger than you are.
I avoided this moment so long that it decided to take matters into its own hands and crash into me.
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Why did TJR do this to me? I sobbed.